dancing

strine

A human being is a part of the whole called by us "the universe" a part limited in time and space.  He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separate from the rest--a kind of optical delusion of consciousness.  this delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and affection for a few persons nearest to us.  Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening the circle of understanding and compassion to embreace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty >Sir Albert Einstien

sea-scapes

create destroy harmonize

your body is literally on fire inside

buring up the oxygen you suck into your lungs

you didnt actually cut down the trees used to make your house and furniture, 

but you colluded with their demise

Then there's the pyschological liquidation you've done

killing of old beliefs you've outgrown, for instance

I'm not tring to make your feel guilty--just pointing 

out that you have a lot of experience with the positive expressions of destruction.

-Rob Brezsny

pikake

we met behind the trash can. 

i took her home to meet my grandmother.

i photographed her

and slept next to her that night and the next day.

admist my confusions and everyday trippings over sensitivity..she brings me peace..sweetness to reality... nihe-debiru

Visualize yourself being able to recognize the raw truth about people you care about, seeing how they already embody the beauty their souls' codes have promised as well as how they still fall short of embodying that beauty.  Imagine yourself being able to make them feel appreciated even as you inspire them to risk changes that will activate more of their souls' codes.

-Pisces Horoscope by Rob Brezny

were goners

tree/me

in.spi.red.

by colors, shape, and placement.

im in love

with Reiko Goto...

amazing lady....

http://3r2n.cfa.cmu.edu/goto/

her-on prayers.

darlin

pink blossoms

coffee rings

and grafite dreams

i miss you in the mornings....

BIG ISLAND BLESSLINGS

i've yet to put into words all the things i've learned there...

so ill let the photos speak for now....more to come....

so keep checkin'.

love you. m

grannys box of sweets.

things with wings......

baby japanese white eye.

she, tiny 

would fit into those plastic easter eggs

she fell from the mango tree

into the grass

i almost stepped on her

squeaking

her mama and daddy screaming nearby

so i let them take care of her

they led her up the tree

she falls again

i watched this happen 

all day

daijoubu kana.....

i dont know how i could have helped her....

 ...click on the photos to see them up close...

love.

ba'lance.

Balance is to locate the still point at the center of complexity.

Balance is to be in a constant state of sensitive fine adjustments

Balance requires exquisite sensitivity to inner and outer forces.

Balance requires yielding and resisting, yielding and resisting...

Balance cannot wait

Balance appears spontaneous and improvisational but is utterly responsible and devoted

Balance is thwarted by pretense, also by insistance

Balance knows both this and that and prefers neither

Balance is opportunistic

Balance finds a home anywhere, finds the center everywhere.

"Balanceing" is more like it then "balanced"

balance is a state of mind and body and spirit that manifests itself in the actions of our mind, our bodies , and our spirit.

balance is homeostasis, is dynamic harmony, is ecological well-being

balance is what nature requires, sooner or later, at all scales , of all things, micro and macro

Balance has a flip side= imbalance

imbalance opens the door

imbalance knows excess

imbalance is always immanent, always in the wings

Balance is opportunistic in its own way, imbalance wins by default

imbalance is almost all except for the fraction ceded to balance now and again

imbalance is indolent, achieves by carelessness

imbalance is the child of time

imbalance is what Nature requires, sooner or later at all scales, icro and macro

So is balance 

Imbalance: the sea Balance : the perfect wave

Imbalance: everything over time

Balance: everything outside of time. 

....backwards

photo school taught me that its cool to take blurry photos

gold fish

24. my golden year...

. i have my own house for the whole month...for free.

with an open lanai that looks out to the ocean. private beach. 

perfect weather. good company.  always full belly. beautiful family. no credit card. no kids. no waking up at 4am!! 

so other than the occasional? daily toothache (no job...no insurence..)

i've been placed in heaven for the time being

learning

bout finishing

nesting resting testing 

feeling cleaning thinking thanking

and making

love.

listening to...

wind,waves,trees,birds, sirens, traffic, massive attack, tool, new kaki king!, nujabes...love